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Journal Entry: Sun Oct 5, 2008, 12:33 AM

Sarges Journal

After talking to all of you thru your comments and some thru AIM, I must say for now I do feel much better.
I would like to say thank you to ~luchare
for making this dedication to myself (and really anyone else in pain, I would imagine).
You can see its in a style I enjoy using!

This image just shows what a great community we are and that we are not always just about art! AMEN!
dEviantly yours, Steve.

I don't know what to say.
My wife just left me. I am just a couple of weeks or less from being home.
I was in a great mood. I had done well here. I was so happy to get home and hug her.
Now I find out she has left me for some dude on the internet.
And my cat of 13 years is dead as well.

My whole world has been ripped out from underneath my feet.
I have nothing left. All I lived for, worked for...is gone.

I have to go home to an empty house full of painfully memories.
I have so much business to deal with I won't be able to leave for a while.
I hurt so bad, I never knew pain like this. I have no mood, I can't do any renders, nothing. I don't feel anything but total pain. I don't know how I am going to live like this.
I just can't stand it.
I don't think I can answer any messages.
I will try but what is there is to say now.
I have to be alone.
I have to put everything on hold for now.

I am not leaving, I need all of you. I just need some time.
God...this is horrible.
I miss her, an now I will never see her again. I have not seen her in 9 months and now I will never get to.

Sorry, I just have to vent some were.
Love, Steve.

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~RCPage

Sep 30, 2008, 8:58:34 AM

Oh man, That is just not right. Stay strong. It will pass. Easy for me to say I know but, I have been through a lot in my 60 years and I know things will balance out for you after the shock is over. I wish I could offer more! regards...

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~aRchAng3lZz

Sep 30, 2008, 9:08:04 AM

_{This is fuckin horible mate. You got all my mental support (if it was easy I would come to see you face to face). Just don't give up mate}

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=TheMysteriousK

Sep 30, 2008, 9:08:50 AM

That's too sad for words, Steve. RCPage is right, it will pass. Yet the pain is now. I wish you strength with having to handle all this.

=morbidthegrim

Sep 30, 2008, 9:23:07 AM

I'm so sorry mate, if you need to talk give me a shout.

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=artofkerem

Sep 30, 2008, 9:26:28 AM

I really don't know what to say Steve - except "I'm sorry" because I really am...

That's terrible... But my positive thoughts and prayers will be with you. I hope with all my heart you get over this dark hours soon...

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=kire1987

Sep 30, 2008, 9:34:33 AM

I'm sorry for you

hope everything turns out well for you soon

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~DarkAngelsRhapsody

Sep 30, 2008, 9:42:01 AM

Awww I'm sorry..I know that pain all to well. It sucks being that dead inside. But your still loved very much even when the world crashes down on you.

It will take sometime to recover but you will. All tears dry eventually.

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~Sazzart1

Sep 30, 2008, 9:51:37 AM

Steve, Like RCPage; I'm 60 (Nov.16th) & I can tell you, pain does lessen over time. I saw a lot this "Dear John" stuff while in Viet Nam, & my heart feels for you! :sadness:
If you need a sound board, you know my addy.

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=Inqy

Sep 30, 2008, 9:51:47 AM

I'm so sorry.

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~outeq

Sep 30, 2008, 10:01:01 AM

I can not imagine greater pain than not to be able to be with someone you love.

Got a taste of that suffering myself a while ago ... depression and sadness will not go away quickly.

But in the end I guess all I can say is to wish you better times and strenth to carry on.

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